I’m not very proud of myself for admitting I am not an avid reader, but I admire writers so much. I have a difficult time expressing myself online in any way that isn’t aesthetic (mainly drawings). Social qualms aside, I still feel nervous even when I write for myself. It gets too personal and I have learned to reject my own feelings and thoughts on things to the point where it seems unavailing to write them down or save them. This is why I rarely save my text posts. I am embarrassed by my own thoughts, and I’m not sure that’s healthy? I’m going to challenge myself and post messages once in a while about personal things (not explicit). If you would like to avoid text posts, blacklist the tag “gtcspeaks”. Thank you.